Pondering

Pondering
pondering about lunch
pondering about if lunch will be good...
Pondering about what ingredients the lunch ladies put in the lunch.
Pondering about if they actually cook the lunch or if most of it is 'freeze and heat'.
POndering about what to do after lunch.
Pondering getting rice porridge with duck.
Pondering what kind of rice porrige my boyfriend enjoys.
Pondering if I'll actually be hungry later
Writing
Writing about silly characters for series that are already made up.
Writing about what to do with the characters.
Writing about my own chracters and thier own problems.
Writing about what I'm supposed to do for home work.
Writing about my family and thier shitty life.
Writing about my friends and thier seemingly perfect lives.
Writing about what I think my life should be like.
Writing about interactions with made up characters.
Talking
Talking about crappy politics.
talking quietly so no one hears.
Talking loudly but still no one hears.
Talking because I just want to.
Talking about work.
Talking because its too quiet.
talking beause.
Thinking
THinking about boyfriend.
Thinking about life.
THinking baout how to get through shitty cramps.
Thinking about health.
Thinking about my mother.
THinking of good ideas.
THinking of bad ideas.
Thinking because I need a plot.
Thinking so I can narrorate my life.