I just want to jump high...

I don't know why but when I woke up this morning I wanted to dance and sing. Maybe this is proof that something in my life will be looking up..I hope...

looking around this site,I fiddled with what i could and told myself,"once i get at least one follower on here I'm going to start posting pictures from ny deviantart and maybe previews of what I will be posting later..." -nods to self- I must stay positive!

teenage angst

I'm just a teen with hormones,

I'm just a teen going through change,

I'm just a teen almost out of highschool,

I'm just a teen who doesn't understand any life but my own?

I continue to wonder about the world around me

I feel lost and discontent

I feel euphoria and the sense that i could fly

Yet I belive I carry more pain than anyone else

I grow

bitter like tea with out sugar

For the past few days I've felt bitter. Why? Because there are these situations that bother me,people that bother me. Asking me for dating advice,crushes not acknowledging their hurtful words. Me feeling dramatic cause right now in my life I am a teen.

Bitter... cause  I feel pushed aside all the time

bitter cause  I am forgotten or silenced 

BITTER cause it eats away at me. 

I feel like left overs,the last resort,hand me down cause of her.

It bugs me so much that I don't even feel up to going to do what i love...

I feel so bitter and I hate it.

Profanities

I have a funky habit of replacing profanities with other profanities like saying 'cock' instead of  'shit'Well I knocked over my pencils in Spanish today and said 'cock'The girl sitting next to me, Nina, doesn't speak a lot of English. So she asked oh so inncently, "What is 'cock'"I started laughing. I couldn’t even explain to her what I mean to I said 'cock...you know cock. not the rooster kind."' she then looked at blushed and me wide eyed. We both started laughing.

A cloud dweller?

What is a cloud dweller? Anyone can be a cloud dweller,as long as you dream. Like the phrase,"get your head out of the clouds" or how I remember being called a space cadet by my mom growing up. I can never stop dreaming,thinking coming up with ideas,thus making me a cloud dweller. I function normally,but I just think alot. Ponder Possibilities. 

That is a cloud dweller.